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Fear...
It is said that fear leads to the Dark Side. A person shrouded in fear will often become angered by those who make them afraid, and that anger will often lead them to hate. All her life Sayda Ward had been told not to be afraid, but lying on the cold, damp cavern floor shrouded in darkness all she could think about was fear. The spice mines of Kessel were anything but an inviting place, and her hosts were anything but generous. Their attempts to break her, to enslave her, have caused her to become little more than a broken shell of the woman she used to be.
Before her capture she was a brave member of the Rebel Alliance. Sworn to oppose the Empire and restore the peace and freedoms they once knew under the Old Republic. But behind her outward appearance she hid a dark secret. Every day of her life she lived in fear--fear of the Empire, fear of Emperor Palpitine and Darth Vader, but most importantly fear of everyone and everything around her.
She was but a child when the Chancellor, now turned Emperor, unleashed his wrath upon the Jedi in what he termed Order 66, and the scars left from that fateful day haunted her still. The Jedi were now all but extinct, and every day that passed brought them closer to oblivion as bounty hunters from all over the galaxy sought to wipe them from existence. Sayda had sworn to keep her powers hidden, she feared that should she ever use them she would reveal herself to the Emperor and the fate that will become of her would be far worse than her current captivity.
That was why she chose not to escape, why she lay huddled in the darkness while her captors beat her. On Kessel she thought she could be safe. What bounty hunter would come looking for her here? It did not occur to her that the true reason for why she remained was because she was afraid. Not of the Emperor, but afraid of her captors. Every new day brought new pain and suffering, and the faint glimmer of hope that the Rebels would come and free her was fleating. The Imperials had broken her will to live, and she now submitted herself totally to their every command. Her only comfort lay in the time she spends hugging herself in the corner of her dark cell imagining a future without the Empire. But even those dreams were becoming shrouded by the very same darkness that enveloped her.
"Get up, Rebel Scum," a harsh voice suddenly rang out from the darkness. "I said get up," the voice shouted as the body it was attached to leapt forward and butted her with the end of his rifle.
Sayda tried as quickly as she could to obey his commands, but the repeated beatings she endured over time made it hard for her to move. She struggled to her feet while the Storm Trooper continued to kick her and butt her with his rifle.
"Forward," the man commanded as he shoved the woman in front of him. Sayda nearly lost her balance in the darkness of the cavern, but she managed to stay on her feet for fear of what the Trooper would do to her should she fall. Under repeated encouragements the Storm Trooper herded her deeper into the mines. She was soon joined by others and under the threat of blaster rifles and stun rods the mob of slaves labored in the dark.
Sayda busied herself with clearing the rocks from each of the workstations as she had always done before. The excess rock would be placed in a cart that would carry it to the furnace where it would be disposed of, while anything of value would be sent by another cart to the processing plant.
"Psst, hey you, girl," a man whispered to her while she knelt to collect some fallen rocks. "Rumor has it you were a Rebel, is it true?"
"Yes," Sayda whispered in reply, then she stood and made her way over to the cart to dump her load. The man followed her and continued whispering.
"Some of the slaves have been talking," he whispered to her, "They're planning a revolution. If what you say is true then we could really use your help."
"I have no desire to get myself killed," Sayda replied quietly.
"It doesn't have to come to that if you help," the man prodded her, "With your battle experience and tactical expertise we could devise a plan that will get us out of here."
"No," she told him, and she knelt once more to collect another pile of rocks.
"So you'd leave us all here to die, then," the man whispered back, "Do you really think that Rebellion of yours is going to succeed? Listen to me, sweet heart, no one is coming to save us. We are all going to die down here unless we do something, now what's it going to be?"
"I said no," Sayda replied in a small voice. The man gave her a hard look then slowly shook his head.
"I was wrong about you," he said regretfully, "You're nothing but a coward."
Suddenly the man was clubbed in the back of the head by a Storm Trooper. "No talking," he shouted at him before beating him a few more times with his stun rod. Sayda, of course, did not get off so easily. She too was beat repeatedly as the Trooper ordered them to get back to work. Afterwards there was no more talk. Sayda and her counterpart completed their duties in silence until they were led back to their cells. Though that night she did not dream of a galaxy in peace, nor did she dream about the Old Republic restored. Instead, her sleep was haunted by images of people dying, though how and why were unclear. Was she seeing images of the future? Of the fate of the slaves? Or were these signs of an even darker fate to come?